We see life may not be easy for us, it surely hasn't been for me, pretty much my entire life. And now I am tired, tired of the headaches, in life and my body, tired of everyone's unawakened mind, and their lower energies.
When it comes to energy, I have been focusing on Energy Healing, Reiki, and ways to bring more light into my body, which results in a higher vibration in my body for the past few years and it has totally helped in shifting my energy fast. When I speak about shifting my energy, the negative, draining, drama people leave my life. It's crazy, but it really happens. At first I was sad, sad to see how I don't have much in common with them anymore, but grateful in noticing my shift into higher realms. Higher waves of energy attract other beings that I resonate with more. I am growing and changing each day, and when you live alone, you truly can become more in touch with who you are. I channel messages from my higher self, guides, and Angels all the time now, and it's a beautiful thing as spirit always seems to be talking to me.
When you are alone, and one with your soul each and every day, major transformations occur. I am become more awake and conscious than anyone I know, and this becomes hard because you don't resonate with your family and friends as you use to.
So, now it's about figuring it out, why I am here, and what I am suppose to do with the rest of my time here. I have so many loves, and have tried to pursue many projects that have not come to being accomplished yet. And I have no idea why, as I put my heart and soul into each idea spirit gives me.
My new project is opening a Hot Yoga/Healing Studio in Hoboken, after being turned onto Hot Yoga a few months ago. I was a prior gymnast, and a personal trainer, than got hooked on Yoga after a minor accident that aggravated an old neck injury, that has left me in serious pain each and every day. But, of course that doesn't stop me, as I was given a strong mind and motivation to accomplish and serve whatever I am here to accomplish and serve!
Right now I am caring for my sister in law's Mom, and challenging it surely is. I am not in my home, and am spending a few nights there to help with her. We are all so different, so many set in their ways, they have their routine, and do not want new ideas to creep in.
So many people don't go through changes in their life, when their life is constant, in that rut, and never changing. I have noticed I don't resonate with many of my friends and family members who are stuck in their rut, and don't even consider change, are afraid of it, and don't want any part of it. I suppose so many are afraid, afraid of where the next opportunity will take them, but without that there is no growth. How can we grow, and change, when nothing in our lives changes?
I still am not very happy, still do not like living over an hour to see my children, and I feel so isolated being so far away from them. I pray all the time for a change, to move near them, and that's a challenge due to finances, work, and being in pain each day of my life!!
